Onew FanFic Part #1 :D

He's there. He's right in front of you. You try to go to him. You can't move. You're rooted to the spot. He turns. You scream a silent scream. He's going.... He's gone.... 

You wake up with a jolt. "It's just a dream" you tell yourself. The same dream that tortures you every night. The one that steals your sleep. The one that leaves you short-breathed. The one that makes you cry out loud when the dream seems so real. So close to touch. ..

You stretch your neck to look at your alarm clock. Its 4am. You know you can't go back to sleep. You always can't. You switch on your lights. Get off the bed. Walk to the cupboard and open it. You look at the big box lying innocently on the shelf. You pick it up and gently opened the lid. A familiar sight greeted you. A big picture of Onew flashing his megawatt smile..  You stare at the picture and whisper.. " Please oppa. Jebal. I'm begging you, please stop it.. " Without you realizing, big droplets of tears started to roll down your cheeks. You were a little surprised. You never cried again after crying your heart out that night. You practically believed that you used up your lifetime's supply of tears. You hug the picture close to your chest and curl up into a ball on the floor. "Just once. Just let me cry once more and I'll promise to never do it again" you beg yourself. And just like this, you cry yourself to sleep while holding the picture close to your heart...